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Monday, November 21st, 2005
9:28 pm	damn havent done one of these in ages...things have been decent lately. thanksgivings coming up. i get to go to my cuz's house and meet her boyfriends family. im looking foreward to all the food. thiers gonna be tons of it. i ended up staying home from school today. i felt like shit. my day was pretty boring until i got the mail. i got a letter from FGCU and in accepted!!! im probably gonna apply to some other schools but theirs like a 95% chance im going to gulf coast. what else....hmmm... i wanna ask her out but i havent yet. i dont know what she'll say... im alittle confused right now but ill figure it all out. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
11:24 pm	what a fun night... well just got back from driving around town with the boys. me patrick and justin were bored so we all got wigs. i got a fro pat had a mullet and justin had dreds. it was great. we drove around town and screamed at people. we pulled up to this one car blasting rap and it was a black guy so we hauled ass.lol. then we went to wendys and stole jons car. finally he saw us driving around the drive thru. he gave us some free food. then we took off. after awhile we came back again and tried to steal it but he took the keys out of the ignition. if we get boreed we'll probably do it tomorrow. this time we'll take some pics... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
9:43 pm	hurricane wilma... holy crap...how many storms has this been... its crazy, every few weeks wondering if your house and everything you own is gonna be destroyed. where else in the world do people go through this. well hopefully it doesnt hit us. cause if it does the trailer park that is our school is gonna be gone. i heard that if that gets destroyed we'll be going to school in kw or coral shores. and we might have to go to school from like 2 to 7. that would be so fucked up. well i guess all we can do is watch and make the best out of this little vacation. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
9:13 pm	"Be Yourself" Someone falls to pieces Sleepin all alone Someone kills the pain Spinning in the silence To finally drift away Someone gets excited In a chapel yard Catches a bouquet Another lays a dozen White roses on a grave To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do Someone finds salvation in everyone And another only pain Someone tries to hide himself Down inside himself he prays Someone swears his true love Untill the end of time Another runs away Separate or united? Healthy or insane? To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck don't lose any sleep tonight I'm sure everything will end up alright You may win or lose But to be yourself is all that you can do To be yourself is all that you can do (Comment on this)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
7:13 pm	A whole day spent eating sleeping and watching TV. so bored....so fuckin depressed.... (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
8:36 pm	what a shitty day.... today really sucked. rained all fuckin day. absolutely nothing to do. i ended up just going to the gym and watching the bucs game. they beat the dolphins. what now miami fans.lol. yesterday was ok. went bowling with nathan. wanted to go with everybody else but they didnt want to. oh well, it was fun. i bowled my best games ever. 143 the first game 160 the second then 121 the third. came back to beat nathan in the third game and owned him all night. all in all it was a good night. nathan got so pissed. britney and chelsea came over to watch us bowl and they were cheering me on. nathan was all nervous. it was great. right now im feeling really dizzy for some reason. idk whats wrong with me, ive felt like this all week. probably gonna go to bed soon. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
7:38 pm	my weekend. friday- after school me and the guys went and played some basketball. it was the first time we played a full court game in about 6 months. we had a pretty good game. we ended up playing in the rain for awhile but it was fun. we ended up winning by a lot so that always helps. saturday- i was supposed to go bowling with everyone but then sue called me up at 10. she's all like i need you and patrick to come down and do yard work. so i picked patrick up and we all went out to lunch and stuff. then we went do to big pine flourist to do the yard work. we ended up working for around 4 or 5 hours. it wasnt that bad. i got to drive sue's dodge ram. it has a hemi in it so its fast as fuck. its so fun to drive. you get a rush when you floor it. after that we just chilled at heathers. sunday- hmmm... didnt do much today. just slept and watched baseball. cleaned my car and a couple of little kids saw me and wanted to play football. i havent really hung out with them in awhile so it was ok. they had fun. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
10:48 am	You've lied so much you think it's true Do you know what the truth is? How does someone get to be like you? The king of all excuses? I trusted you. I trusted in you. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:28 am	well even though probably no one is reading this shit anymore im gonna go ahead and keep writing cause its the best way for me to express myself. all day i felt pretty shitty. hanging out with guys helped but i still thought about it. now that im back at home its all i can think about. i wont stop thinking for awhile. thats just the way i am. im fuckin sincere unlike so people out there. i care about how people feel. i try not to hurt someone. then people end up fucking me over. im sick of this shit. some people just dont get it. ive had it with this fuckin world. im sick of throwing my heart away just to get it hurt. it never ends. one brief period where i felt good. now im back to my miserable self. (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
8:53 am	why do i always have to screw things up. im telling you i have the worst luck when it comes to relationships. its like im cursed. i finally find a girl that i really like and who really likes me (at least i thought). then after 2 weeks everything goes down the tubes. boom its all over in a couple minutes. and the thing is i really dont think she knows the real me. maybe if she did she'd think differently. i was so happy. i was a different person since meeting her. i wasnt my old negative self. i felt great. even if i was having a bad day, i knew i could come home and talk to her and she could make me laugh. i wouldnt care how bad the day was just as long as i knew i had her. when i said i was in love with her i didnt mean it like i was madly in love with her. we've only known eachother for a short time and i know that stuff takes awhile. but i did love her and i still do. i feel everything was just a big misunderstanding and i dont know what to do. well im feeling pretty crappy about myself right now so im gonna go to the gym... Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
7:30 pm	well guys im no longer single. me and vivian are dating now. so yeah im really happy right now. cant wait to see her again. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
9:37 pm	occupied for hours..... well as you can see from this entry it doesnt take much to occupy me and justin... BallPlyr232 [9:30 PM]: werd BallPlyr232 [9:30 PM]: we need fucking 12 people for fantasy football DoneDiehl40 [9:30 PM]: holy fuckin shit DoneDiehl40 [9:30 PM]: fuck that DoneDiehl40 [9:30 PM]: lol DoneDiehl40 [9:30 PM]: unless we go public BallPlyr232 [9:30 PM]: if we do it BallPlyr232 [9:31 PM]: we go public BallPlyr232 [9:31 PM]: lol we sound like a company DoneDiehl40 [9:31 PM]: lol DoneDiehl40 [9:31 PM]: hahahahah DoneDiehl40 [9:31 PM]: lets go PUBLIC BallPlyr232 [9:31 PM]: LETS DO IT! BallPlyr232 [9:31 PM]: ITS RISKY BUT WE GOTTA DO IT DoneDiehl40 [9:32 PM]: im right with on this one mr. henning DoneDiehl40 [9:32 PM]: this is gonna be big DoneDiehl40 [9:32 PM]: change the whole face aof our company BallPlyr232 [9:32 PM]: Its not gonna be big...its gonna be the biggest move we have ever made DoneDiehl40 [9:32 PM]: i would have to second that BallPlyr232 [9:32 PM]: Our stocks will rise and our porn industry will blow up DoneDiehl40 [9:33 PM]: i like where this is going henning BallPlyr232 [9:33 PM]: Yes Diehl... we need to give our porn stars a raise....wait thats us DoneDiehl40 [9:34 PM]: well we can always give ourselves a raise BallPlyr232 [9:34 PM]: yes, and we need insurance for the company... BallPlyr232 [9:34 PM]: you much you wanna sell our stocks at mr diehl DoneDiehl40 [9:35 PM]: hmmm i was thinking about 5 cents a share DoneDiehl40 [9:35 PM]: we gotta start somewhere BallPlyr232 [9:35 PM]: 5 yes, sounds like a good plan.. BallPlyr232 [9:35 PM]: dude...we just talked about going public abouta company for like 5 minutes BallPlyr232 [9:35 PM]: ... DoneDiehl40 [9:36 PM]: lol DoneDiehl40 [9:36 PM]: and to live journal it goes BallPlyr232 [9:36 PM]: lol (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
2:44 pm	Hanging By A Moment Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you.... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you Just hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment (here with you) Hanging by a moment here with you (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
9:50 pm	well this weekends been pretty good. yesterday i spend the day with blake and justin. we had fun even though no one else came. we went bowling and then spent the night at justins. tonight i had a photo shoot with my aunt. i made $100!!!!!!! pretty good for 2 hours of work. things are going pretty good. i just wish i had someone in my life. a girlfriend to be specific. i just feel kinda empty inside. my life would be so much better if i had a girl friend. i guess i just gotta hope for it to happen. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 15th, 2005
10:46 pm	"Run Away" I'm still scared. Afraid of failing Anticipating, the ride to end. before the wheels begin to move. (Run away) So I can hide. (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing. (Run away) I'm dead inside. (Run away) Why don't I care? Waste my time, commiserating, Self medicating - it's my design Although I know you don't approve (Run away) So I can hide. (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing. (Run away) I'm dead inside. (Run away) Why don't I care? The truth is that I'm not so good At showing how I feel. Or keeping my mouth shut When there's something to conceal. Or knowing how to love, Love's not in my memories How can I rise above All my insecurities (Run away) So I can hide. (Run away) I've mastered feeling nothing. (Run away) I'm dead inside. (Run away) Why don't I care? (Run away) I fight the tide (Run away) The ebb and flow consumn (Run away) Still by my side (Run away) Why should you care? (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 14th, 2005
4:53 pm	damn i havent updated in a long time. i guess ive just not had that much to write about. this weekend was pretty fun. well at least saturday. me, mae, patrick and kayla hung out. we went to the tubes on ram rod. it was fun. then we went to kw. walked around duval and chilled on top of some hotel. we ended up seeing dukes of hazzard. after the movie we went to the ice cream shop and their was this bum out there. his name was paul seagrape. and he kept fuckin talking to us. we ended up listening to him for over an hour. he was a pretty good singer though. your an angel in my eyes.lol.mae...he wanted you. i learned a lot from that guy though. he had a lot to say and im glad we listened. i also learned taht i could get any gay guy in key west.lol. its kinda scary. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
1:11 am	maybe all this time i was chasing after the wrong person... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
11:01 pm	well while you all were sleeping last night, their were three guys driving around the keys robbing houses at gun point in a stolen car. me and my cuz's boyfriend were driving home when we saw his aunt whos a state trooper. she stopped and told us to go home so we're like ok. when we get home she tells us that these guys were at the winn dixie in big pine and the cops lost them there. the guys said that they would kill a cop before they killed themselves. last they say them was in the ram rod area which was where i was staying. so micheals aunt brought her shot gun up stairs and cocked it in the house. it was pretty sweet.lol. im not sure if they caught the guys yet. tonight was pretty cool. me and patrick got to work together. its so much better working witha friend. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
12:57 am	road rage... well i really think i have road rage.lol. it pisses me off when people tail gate. this guy was right on my ass so i slowed down to piss him off. then when he went to pass me i sped up. i think he got kinda pissed.lol. then on the way home a van was tail gating me. so when they went in the other lane to get around me i gunned it...but my slow ass car couldnt keep up so i just let him go by. thats pretty sad that a van wooped my ass. im probably gonna get an intake for my car so i can accelerate better cause this is bullshit. i wanna do some other shit to it but i need more green. oh yeah i got a cd jammed in the cd player so im gonna need to get a new one. so many expenses and no money...hmmmm...how am i gonna do this???? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
11:34 pm	life is so weird.... well something really unexpected happened. i found this chick on myspace that lives right across the street from me. like RIGHt across the street from me. thing is i had no clue she lived there. i only saw her once and that was for a second. weird... (Comment on this)